Hey All...

Life is like a game of poker. You get into the swing of it, it gets easy and you're winning. Full house, four twos. royal flush. Lady Luck smiles on ya and everything is great. Then comes the hard bit. You get a little cocky... luck runs out, you make a few slip ups annd before you know it you've lost all your chips.

But all you need to do is bet one last 25p chip and she smiles on you again.

In other words, my flatmate (best friend) Marc and I fell out. Well, I think we did. He moved his ex boyfriend in. I cannot stand the ex boyfriend, he's only there for a free meal. And he is irritatingly loud. As in a laugh that could skin a hyena. So I moved out. Next thing I knew I was being told he didn't want to speak to me again. I don't do drama, so I just forgot about the whole thing. Missing Marc hurts like Hell though. I have such a Grace Complex*.
So I was poor, staying at my mother's and way lonely. Fonti is in Austria with his mum and her boyfriend Johann. Shaz is pregnant and getting married in like ten days. And I can't stop thinking about Marc's beardie. He had a bearded dragon (my fave animal). I loved the beardie, Rex. I miss him like Hell lol!

But things might be getting better. I have a plan. I had an interview this afternoon for a freight company. They wanted an accounts coordinator to come in and take over the entire financial aspect of the UK branch. I was ever so slightly daunted by the responsibility, but certain I could handle it. They offered £16,000 a year (about $23,320) which is perfect for me right now.

I got the job!!!

I run a department... I am a department lol!

So I'm gonna wait until the end of February, save my money, and get a 2 bed flat. I looked into it, there are a couple of nice ones going for £475 a month right now. So that's sorted. I'll get a flatmate maybe. And a bearded dragon of my very own!

All I need now is to fall in love again and life would be bloody perfect... in a couple of months lol!

Now, what you guys really want to hear. I'm starting work on a new fic tomorrow. It's Joctor, well John B/David T. I will say no more 'cause it'll spoil the plot lol!!

Bren xxx